It is a low blow.
I am not sure where I feel the pain, but I feel pain.
It is so numb, I am so cold.
Suddenly I am not even sure of who I am.
One moment I was in love and it made so much sense, it made so much sense to want you to hold me.
All I wanted was for me to be held, my breath on your chest
But now I am numb
I am cold.
I wonder if you can still hold me,
I look at my smile and there are no promises that lie in it.
Everything I thought I was certain about, the love that was promised between the two of us.
Nothing makes sense anymore, I cannot be sure of what we had.
Did we really have something or was it all in my mind?
Did I imagine you? The love that I thought we had.
Did I imagine us?
I am numb, it does not make sense.
One moment it all seemed real and the next it was pulled right under our feet.
Maybe I imagined you.
Maybe it was never real, it was all in my mind.
Lost in a bubble where I thought you were mine and I had given myself to you.
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